what’s my blood sugar? wait, when do I expire?…how much of the three days do I have left? I mean when does my pump expire? +8, so when does it really expire? what will I be doing then? Am I sure that that’s what I’m doing? will it change? do I care? is it in the middle of the night? or early in the morning? when I most likely will roll over on top of the screeching pod and continue to sleep, then dealing the rest of the day with the fall out of having no insulin for a few hours… (#fail but #truth)… when does my pump expire? when do I expire? sometimes I’m not sure which is the real question is… today’s answer is 11:31am +8 = 7:31pm… around dinner time, I’ll probably be awake and most likely will change it on time… I think I’ll be home, I’ll have to remember not to go out for dinner… fuck this. fuck diabetes.